Depression & disappointment

The test papers are back. Gotta say that this term is not so good. As ppl says that I try my best to do well in all the subjects taken. But the results are not that satisfactory & I just feel so disappointed about it.

Looks like everything I did is all messed up. The stress level is rising & I feel myself blowing into pieces. My heart breaks & I just can't help feeling guilty about myself even if I didn't do anything wrong. SPM trial exam is just around 2.5 months left & it's going to be our forecast result for the final SPM.

Oh well, gonna get prepare for my SPM English oral on this coming Tuesday. *Sigh* Can't blog much today though 'cuz I'm feeling depressed & moody right now. Emo me.